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Listening to: Redemption Song - Bob Marley
Overall feeling/mood: Shit
Today is just a shit day. You wouldn’t want to see my face today, or my hair for that matter, so you can have a lovely picture of my knobbly knees and jelly legs. This has been my outfit today: A pair of stripy girl boxers, a long cardigan and a bra. I couldn’t be bothered to get dressed so I’ve been sitting on my floor playing guitar all day, singing and drinking leftover vodka and trying to think of something good to make myself happy. Basically, the house we wanted, we might not be getting. The people who’s house we are buying, the house that THEY are buying, the people who live there haven’t found anywhere they want to live, and they’re only gonna move if they move into the house that we want. We might have to rent somewhere for 6 months if they’re willing to find somewhere else. That is the only house we want, it holds childhood memories and I cried when all this happened, so fucking annoyed. My dads not feeling great today either, so today all in all is just a shite day. I might be seeing Anna and I’m going shopping tomorrow but it just hit me how much we need to get out of this shit hole house. It’s cursed, I swear.
