Listening to: Sir Duke - Stevie Wonder
Overall feeling/mood: Happy
Note: This photo makes me look like a goon
I’m seeing my best friend today :) I’m going to her house and it’s such a lovely day so we’ll probably end up doing something really stupid and have a fantastic time. I might be staying there so sorry if I don’t post later, I’m wearing this jacket alot lately. You all must think I’m some sort of fucking hobo. But anyway, have a lovely day everyone, enjoy the sunshine while it fucking lasts! 21 degrees, Crete can suck my dick :) Or not. :)
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Listening to: Laura Izibor - Sunshine
Overall feeling/mood: Relieved
EXAMS. ARE. OVER. Such a brilliant feeling. Now I’m just chilling in my pyjama bottoms after making cheese and brocolli pasta cos I hadn’t eaten all day and today is just good in general. Luke was acting like a dick today though and that pissed me off, he tries to impress people and it’s just like go. away. When it’s just us two he acts more like an actual human being. I think I did well in German though, I really tried my best and I couldn’t be more pleased with my efforts from the overall exams. Now I’m going to chill out all evening and spend time by myself doing stuff that I enjoy i.e masturbating. I also just put loads of body butter on and I smell like an actual god. :)
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Listening to: Wind Of Change - The Scorpions
Overall feeling/mood: Happy
Note: My big toe looks fucking hench
So I had around £115 of birthday money, mother owed me £30 so I had about £145 and she took me to Kingston to buy lots of new clothes. As you can see below:
And a hat :) I also got some Betty Crocker cake mix with rainbow pieces in it so I’m going to bake that with Anna tonight and watch the 2nd Harry Potter because our obsession has started back up again. I must revise for my German exam tomorrow as well. Ciao xo
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Listening to: Redemption Song - Bob Marley
Overall feeling/mood: Shit
Today is just a shit day. You wouldn’t want to see my face today, or my hair for that matter, so you can have a lovely picture of my knobbly knees and jelly legs. This has been my outfit today: A pair of stripy girl boxers, a long cardigan and a bra. I couldn’t be bothered to get dressed so I’ve been sitting on my floor playing guitar all day, singing and drinking leftover vodka and trying to think of something good to make myself happy. Basically, the house we wanted, we might not be getting. The people who’s house we are buying, the house that THEY are buying, the people who live there haven’t found anywhere they want to live, and they’re only gonna move if they move into the house that we want. We might have to rent somewhere for 6 months if they’re willing to find somewhere else. That is the only house we want, it holds childhood memories and I cried when all this happened, so fucking annoyed. My dads not feeling great today either, so today all in all is just a shite day. I might be seeing Anna and I’m going shopping tomorrow but it just hit me how much we need to get out of this shit hole house. It’s cursed, I swear.
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Listening to: Jackson - Johnny Cash and June Carter
Overall feeling/mood: Cosy
So today I was going to go to Anna’s but the mother has forced me to stay at home and clean the entire house. I just had a shower and stood in front of my mirror naked because I like to do that for some reason and body buttered myself up (as you may be able to see by the body butter, how ironic). I was feeling all hungover and dead and now I feel sexy and shaven. How shit does that sound? Anyway last night, went to Emrog’s, had a little barbecue and shit loads of drink then at midnight we all went for a long walk and saw my ex and his girlfriend and I was like ‘ooooomg die’ and then saw Katie and Ellie walking along so I stole their strongbow and just downed it and I felt all happy and started running home cos I had some massive energy buzz. At about 2, after watching 2 Fast 2 Furious, I fell asleep on the sofa and heard dirty noises from Em & Dave but after the amount of wine I had drunk I soon fell asleep. Tonight I’m going to see Jem and eat food but I feel like I won’t be able to eat much cos I still feel sick from the amount I had drunk (2 bottles of smirnoff ice, half a bottle of strongbow and half a bottle of wine and 2 beers). It was a pretty messy evening. Was cute though everyone sitting in Em’s garden smoking and having drunk chats and dancing around to Johnny Cash. Today, I’m going to clean my house in my dressing gown with loud music. Although I feel slightly sick.. Ok I better start now.
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Drinking: Water by the pint
Listening to: Mumford & Sons - The Cave
Overall feeling/mood: Dead
So last night I went to Anna’s, and originally it was just going to be us but she had a free yard man so we were like fuck it so she had a few people over (me, Emily Pratley, Kirsten, Georgie, Harry, Paul, Ben, Jamie, Zoey (Bo), Jenny, and Toyah.) and we basically got really drunk and performed ridiculous acts. For example, at 3 in the morning me and Bo decided to make cheese and ham toasties for everyone. Me and Jenny and Kirt (I think Kirt had one, idk) just had cheese though cos we’re straightedge. Yeah I’m joking but we were so drunk and we were using a ladel thing to get them out of the grill. Jenny also kicked a flower pot off of a ledge and me, Anna & Jenny went to the top of the garden to drink loads of rank rank rank gin and it was so gross but as we were walking down the garden the drink kicked in :D Then me, Toyah and Bo sat outside for about an hour just under some gazebo and it was fucking cold asss but we had long chats and they were both like ‘I love you emily, you’re so honest, and you’re not judgemental etc.’ and I was like crying like :’) oh my god. I only started getting friendly again with them recently but I’m so fucking glad I did, they’ve really changed my life! Then we danced a bit more and fell asleep to There’s Something About Mary. I had a whole sofa to myself, was so fucking comfortable. Was slightly dreadful in the morning cos I had terrible cramp in my leg so I hopped to the toilet and left the door open (still drunk quite clearly) and Toyah walked in like ‘oh, hi’ and we just had a chat while I was taking the longest piss of my life. I had a cigarette in the garden and Anna’s dad saw me and literally gave me the look of death so I was like shit, run. But I walked all the way home which took about an hour and the boys walked me back to mine which was lovely, then I crawled back into bed and started typing about my entertaining evening. Now I’m waiting for Emrog to text me about this evening :) I’m staying there tonight. Hopefully she won’t be all loved up with her boyfriend so I won’t be sitting there like -.- Love Emrog though, she’s fucking dope. Mum went to crawley earlier while I was asleep and took back my denim dress and got me a new white one with different coloured beads and stuff on it. I love it lots!
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Drinking: Ribena
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac - Dreams
Overall feeling/mood: Excited
Had my Maths exam today. It was all like vectors and tangents and shit and that shit messes with my mind so I was like seriously man fuck that and sat there chewing my pen lid until it was all pruney. After the exam we went to pizza express for some pizza yeah no shit and the bitch forgot to put extra cheese on my pizza so out of spite she literally put a whole wad of cheese on there and was like ‘eat up little girl’ so I was like OKAY and ate the entire confection. Showed that Tanzanian cunt. Then I walked along to Dorking station only to find my mother could pick me up cos she was out anyway but I walked for like an hour just listening to a variety of country/folk music on my ipod (Alfonso II, 2nd most important thing in my life) and sat there waiting for my mum to pick me up. When she did I came home and played on sims cos I have an interesting life and I’m about to go to Anna’s for a ‘gossip’. Fuck I love ‘gossip’. ‘Gossip’.
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